My boyfriend and I have lived together for several months, and before that we saw each other every night, snuck into each others houses, and spent the night together. I have been with him for 18 months now and I am so use to him being right by my side every night when I sleep. I’ve been so spoiled and I didnt even notice. Now his family has moved 45 minutes away and he decided to live with them. I miss him so much. I hate living like this. there has never been a night where I couldn’t just drive down the road and be with my love <3 and now that I have to wait every cuople days to see him, I realize how good i had it… Saying goodbye to him today was so hard, it just gets harder and harder every time he visits me.. I wish things could be the way they use to. Him being away just makes every thing else in my life seem boring and incomplete. Why does life seem to get more depressing by the minute?

maryjane<3

me and Captain. I misss himm!